I totally suck at letting go...
Pregnant with Harper, I thought I had it all figured out, that when I brought him home he would sleep in his own room.
How wrong I was.
Thoughts really change after you have your own baby, about everything.
I've never spent a night away from Harper and his cot has been in our room everyday of his life, he's never slept further than a meter away from me in our 606 days together, and that's not including the nine months he spent sleeping inside me.
So you might say for me tonight is kinda a big deal.
I've been putting it off for weeks, making up different excuses as to why the time wasn't right for him to be moved, truth is the time wasn't right for me. I'm still not ready. But we're having another baby, and I don't want to be moving him just before she's born.
Getting ready for our next baby makes me see how grown up Harper is, we are having conversations, he asks for what he wants and the other day he told me he loved me.