Last week I went to do a friends hair, I wore no makeup, This is not like me I always wear makeup, Not a lot but I make an effort if I am leaving the house, Now I just don't have the energy and are finding going natural is becoming more of a standard, I thought to myself this is good this means I more comfortable with me, I would rarely go places with out makeup in the past.
The more I thought about it the more clear it became that me not wearing make up had nothing to do with being more in touch with myself or more confident, It had a lot more to do with laziness, A lot more to do with not caring.
I find most mornings if we are not going anywhere I don't do my hair or wear makeup, Hell if I didn't think Matt would Freak out I might even stay in my PJ's all day.
I begin to think....… maybe I'm turning in to the stereotype wife, The type of wife that goes from glamour to slouch
Am I letting myself go?
I'm tired of being tired, H is only up once a night and sometimes sleeps through, So are I still so exhausted, when does the tiredness end? Maybe it doesn't.
Do we give so much to our children there is nothing left for us? I wonder what happens after a second child or a third.
I wonder what you cut out after the makeup and hair?
I find myself getting a little panicky at the thought of letting myself go and make a pack to make more effort at least for today.